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NORMAL HUMAN WOMAN

by fifi knifefight

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1.
september summer’s here the leaves are dark green and shining in the sun the air is cold and clean i said goodbye to you two days ago but now it’s sinking in drinking coffee in your kitchen while the day gets cold you look so much like him and it has to end so something else can start and my head knows this but not my stupid heart but my autumn skies are blue and they’re just as blue without you and the rain is soft and warm and i never was scared of a thunderstorm september summer’s here my horoscope has good news next month i’m getting rich my enemies will all lose he still makes me nervous like he used to do like we’re in school again why do i feel so surprised when anyone is nice to me? like they’re just playing pretend and it has to end so something else can start when the branches bend brown leaves cover my yard but my sunset shines so bright there’s all sorts of things to do at night and we’ve still got time before it snows and i’ll just fly south if it starts to get too cold september summers here september summers here 21 perfect days of love, envy, and fear september summers here
2.
mary jo 06:06
mary jo went over the bridge on her way home no seatbelts, no worries, all hurry, and a flurry of mo-tion teddy was so charming, it’s alarming how he made her blush so it’s a scandal, and his friends still at the party, how they made him rush so mary jo oh, mary jo and the people all say they know mary jo’s not in love, she’s just young, and her lips are so pale she smokes the doctor-recommended cigarette, and her roads have no guard rails she works hard in that boiler room, all her fingers are ink stained caught the eyes of a blue blood fool, now he wraps her up in chains mary jo oh, mary jo and they’re selling tickets to your show mary jo plays softball, she’s a catcher, likes the red sox, and she typed bob’s speeches all the men in this town, they’ve got power, but they live like leaches mary jo’s pantyhose are all torn, and her red hair is in tangles her blue eyes are frozen wide open and she’s looking at an upward angle mary jo oh, mary jo yeah you’re looking up from down below mary jo’s never been a heavy drinker, until tonight she loves jesus, and her mother and father, she’d make a beautiful wife it’s a legacy, it’s a tragedy it’s a curse on all those fucking kennedys mary jo (drag me down to the bottom of the sea i am not what i set out to be tell me no and i will run away chase me off and i will try to stay feed me flattery and i'll turn sweet make you cry then make you kiss my feet lo, my lover hovers over me she finds she is not what she set out to be)
3.
bring us home, cut my hair, dan samson won't know the difference anyway take these words, weave a story for me, dan i'll pretend that you're never gonna leave go to sleep, let me worry for you take your time, there's no hurry for you i'll live through the end of your eras if you'll forgive my fickle heart i know we're unlikely, i know we're born losers, i miss you and jamie, i'll lace up your boots don't forget all you've left behind you turn towards the sun, i will water your roots (i’ll be the dirt around them too, keep winter warm and summer cool) never doubt how the world was made to forge a path for you (i’ll paint you yellow when you’re blue, keep winter warm and summer cool) think of me sometimes, like i think of you
4.
a hundred thousand wasps live underneath my skin and i can’t stop them once they start their buzzing the tornado in my mind starts to spin again wind whips my hair and blows the yellow walls in i am not a people person i am not a people person i am not a people person i am not a people person before it gets better it has to get worse, and i am not a people person you interrupt my sleep you stray me from my plans your wear me out your every wish is my command your voice makes me feel weak succumbing to quicksand my power is usurped i need your warm hands i am not a people person i am not a people person i am not a people person i am not a people person before it gets better it has to get worse, and i am not a people person i am on a mission to get more liquor in my system jumping up and down in rhythm kissing on counters in the kitchen baby you can find me always blazing faster than a comet down the hallways god i hate these kinds of parties no one try to break my heart please i am not a people person i am not a people person
5.
i'm nobody 03:15
"i'm nobody who are you are you nobody too there's a pair of us don't tell they'd banish us you know" i don't need your friendship i have lots of friends i don't need your money i have my own ends i don't need your time i got plenty of my own i don't want to see you so leave me alone "how dreadful to be someone how public like a frog to tell one's name the livelong day to the admiring bog" don't take my hand cuz i'll lead you astray keep up the pace now i don’t have all day turn out your pockets and give me your shoes life is a game and i know i won't lose won't lose won't lose won't lose i'm no-body i'm no-body i'm no-body who are you
6.
the party 04:21
the ice machine makes ice, and groans its awful sound won’t waste my time, chasing someone who doesn’t want to be found rolling around on the tarmac no sign of takeoff coming soon jukebox in the bar playing love shack please, no more songs about the moon and when i walk down the street i feel you watching and my feet never touch the ground and my friends and i are all hot shit the party’s always at my house the party’s always at my house bottles on the counter red cups all on the lawn little baggies full of powder and all your moneys gone don’t need no lessons for black jack been playing since you learned to read jukebox in the bar still playing love shack somebody’s got it on repeat (it’s me) and when i walk down the street i feel you watching and my feet never touch the ground and my friends and i are all hot shit the party’s always at my house the party’s always at my house the ice machine makes ice and it wakes me up at night you were never nice i was always right bursting into flame on the tarmac never even got it off the ground everybody at the bar is singing love shack i’ll go buy us another round and when we walk down the street we feel you watching and our feet never touch the ground yeah my friends and i are all hot shit the party’s always at our house the party’s always at our house the party’s always at my house
7.
me + you 02:22
so i’ll play joanie and you’re the dauphin i won’t listen to what the usurpers said despite your flaws, i was sent by god and when he whispered in my right ear i accepted with a nod i made a pact it’s like a pinky swear but when you break it then they stake you and they cut off all your hair you gave me power i fetched you flowers they said no one can break the english siege, i did it in an hour i’ll play joanie, and you’re cherie currie and when you threw your bags into my car i told you not to worry i’ll take care of you, dye your hair for you make sure everyone in the fucking world is aware of you let’s get high the way they do in movies you don’t need the teens and the scream queens when i’m your biggest groupie let’s get famous drunk and aimless and when they try to kick us out we’ll just say fuck you, pay us so i’ll play joanie, and you’ll be bette davis you can be the cool one because i’m content with shameless you take the oscar, i’m still ms crawford and i hate you so much that i wouldn’t take it if you offered i’ll play joanie and you’re the dauphin i won’t listen to what the usurpers said despite your flaws, i was sent by god and when he whispered in my right ear i accepted with a nod
8.
i strum my guitar to the sounds of the city i pretend that i’m not thinking about you i bring you up to our old friends i ask them how it happened i pretend that i don’t care, i pretend that i don’t care but by 2pm i hear your voice coming through the phone and later i hear you again, on the radio and by 3 pm you’re starring in every tv show you’re the most stubborn ghost i’ve ever known why won’t you leave me alone? leave me alone your shoreside heart oh it was always raging and now everyone owns that blue puff coat you wore (doing double takes in the street, thinking i see you) i cast you out i exorcise you each night (you are like a mold that grows on my skin) but by grey dawn creeping through my sheets i never say no (now all the poetry in the world couldn't save me) and by 4pm i’m paranoid, i’m seeing things i hope a glooming peace the morning with it brings but by 5pm you’re standing here in front of me you talk to me in all my dreams i’m slipping it seems leave me alone (etc) you follow me wherever i go is it you or me talking in my sleep why won’t you leave me alone?
9.
batten down the hatches my grandfather was a man of the sea and i’ll be damned if anyone thinks they can fuck with me hundreds upon hundreds of stalks of basil plants pinch the leaves with my thumbnail separate brown from green by hand separate brown from green by hand and someday you’ll visit my place in the city and you’ll see: the records covering my walls and you say: something snide and condescending and i can finally tell you not to insult my music taste, you stupid fucking bastard oh we had some good times gabe and i still chat once a month or so and that cabin in the desert that we built together all covered in moss and stone (you’re a liar, do you hate me? getting drunk and masturbating everybody was so jealous nothin’ nobody could tell us we were rulers, we were killers fucking up just for the thrill but then you blew it when you left me i’m a psycho, don’t you test me) i was always trying to impress you, or move you, or make you my friend but how many rocks can one person throw in a pond before they accept, none of them are jumping out again none of them are jumping out again and someday, you’ll visit my place in the city and you’ll see: my basil plants, bountiful as ever and i’ll be: far more beautiful than you remember and i can finally tell you i don’t wanna be your friend, and what will you do then? you stupid fucking bastard you blew it and send my love to your mother
10.
danny 02:58
i wake up tired i close my eyes i am in italy they like my poetry take me back hold me close say you love me tell me you love me don’t make me ask i want what i can’t have you were my everything i loved you so much but you’re gone, anyway drinking in the dark (dying in the dark) feeling torn apart (knowing we’re apart) giving love away like i’m getting paid check my fever check my pulse i miss you oh, i miss you i miss you i miss you i love you i love you i’m lonely i’m lonely you got any money you promised you’d love me you’d hurt me you’d leave me so tell me i'm stupid i know i asked for it i'll leave all my love and i'll move to the forest i'll grow down my roots and i'll reach up my branches i'll run to the river and call out for daphne i'll turn to a tree and then nothing can hurt me

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released January 17, 2022

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female fronted glam punk. except for NORMAL HUMAN WOMAN. that was a solo album

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